As I am sitting here on Thanksgiving break, getting frustrated with homework assignments, I thought I would make a list of the recreational reading I am looking forward to. Which probably won't even get a second glance until May of 2011 when I graduate but a girl can dream! To Be Read . . . Crazy Love by Francis Chan - I actually have this book but haven't gotten past the 1st amazing chapter due to my schedule. Sex God by Rob Bell - yes, I am just that scandelous that I would want to read someone who has been blacklisted by . . . well whatever ignorant Christians it was, they were probably Baptist! A Farewell To Arms by Ernest Hemingway - I've always been a huge Hemingway fan and haven't had time for this classic yet! To Be Re-Read . . . Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers - it was good the first time but I don't think I really understood the significance of it then . . . The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera - Another book that probably did not have quite the impact it should have because I was still young and not quite as impressionable. There's a ton more but those are the ones that are currently on my mind. I'm giving up on the homework game! Happy Holidays! |
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Reading List
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Sprinkle Virgins
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Saying Goodbye to Old Friends . .
My flip-flops have been with me since the ski trip of 2007. We took this trip with my brother and his youth group. Little Miss Ava James had just been born in January so it was exciting and exhausting for the whole gruop. It was also March when we traveled to Colorado and apparently a heat wave had decided to hit. It was 70 degrees so skiing conditions were anything but ideal. Plus the ski boots killed my toes that I had just had surgery on. So my dad took me to walmart and I bought a black pair of $5 flip-flops. These have easily been the most comfortable pair of shoes I have ever owned in my entire life. Well the other day we were having some lovely weather in hville - rainy AND cold. Granted I like each one of these individually but put them together and just leave me indoors. BUT my roommates and I needed to go pay bills. So we are sprinting to my car when my roommate stepped on the back of my flip-flop and before I can inform her of this I hear the flip-flop snap. Here is what's left . . .
Sad Day! They will be missed dearly but were looking very sad anyway. As if they were really good looking in the first place.
One Sunday I was home napping on the couch before I had to head back to huntsvegas when I suddenly rolled over and heard a snap. I was so out of it that I blew it off. Later that night while I was undressing I realized what had happened. The underwire in my bra had snapped . . in two places. I was so disappointed. After all, she had been with me since 8th grade. This is probably a sign that I need to bra shop more often but they are so expensive! So after saying I few words I retired the wonderbra. It was tough but something that was necessary for both of us. I spared you pictoral evidence.
Happy Saturday!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Hannah-isms.
It is also scary how our brains work together to make it through the day. She is constantly asking me how to spell words and other questions about homework. I on the other hand text her the other day to ask if I could run the washing machine and the dishwasher at the same time - how was I supposed to know? I thought the water heater might have a panic attack. She just laughed.
Well on occasion this girl comes up with some seriously funny material. Today she was talking about a certain boy that she has had her eye on. And she referred to him as "dreamy" which made me picture us back in the 40's on our way home from a swing dance. I thought it was cute.
She has also been working on some of her education classes recently. A few days ago her mind was a little foggy while working on a project for her reading class. She had to come up with a subject then think of examples for every letter in the alphabet that begin with that letter and examples of short and long vowel sounds. She picked food. So Hannah is doing a good job until she gets to "Q" and let me tell you home girl was LOST. She could not think of anything that was even remotely close - upon further examination the only thing I can come up with is quiche and what 1st grader is going to know that? But then the light bulb went off for Hannah and she was "QUCUMBER!!!" which . . . as we all know . . . starts with a C. And she was dead serious. Then she walked herself through it and realized that cucumber does not start with a Q but rather a C. And then we laughed for hours.
This is just a day in my life.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Small Group Scavenger Hunt!
Found this sign on campus! A scavenger hunt?!?? No Way! US TOO!
Yes, that is the fountain on campus. SECURITY! Something I definitely want to do before graduation.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Hannah's Birthday!
Red flowers and Mike & Ikes. Some of Hannah's favs! Along with a singing card that sang "Shine" by the Newsboys and an itunes card.
Some close-ups of the flowers.
We also enjoyed birthday dinner with hannah at our favorite restaurant here in town. It's called farmhouse and has some of the best comfort food you'll find anywhere.
Us at the restaurant celebrating!
Hannah's Birthday Cake before it was covered in candy. I'm not really sure why I decided to write on it. Probably for my own satisfaction. It didn't turn out very well though!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Small Groups and Shirt Sleeves: A Novel
I have decided to try and be productive with this time I have been given. I have already spent some time in the word and plan to do some of that while I am eating breakfast. I have emailed a potential new small group member (she’s a freshman and I REALLY really want her – in the least creepy way possible). And I guess that is really about it but for 5 in the morning that is very productive for me.
Well the point of this post (or at least I think this is the point, let’s see what rabbits I can chase or where God leads me) was to share one or two pretty funny stories that I have heard recently that I just cannot get over.
Story #1. We have this great guy who we are in small group leadership with and he works at the YMCA with an afterschool program. Well he shares a bible story a day with the kids (how he can do this without parents throwing a fit? I'm not sure but good for him!) Anyhow, he was telling the kids the story of Jesus healing the blind man. And you know how little kids are, so one of the kids asked, "Well who are the bad guys in the story?" and another little girl said, "I know! I know! The ferris wheels, the ferris wheels are the bad guys!”. . . Well at least she almost got it right. Just goes to show us that those darned ferris wheels are still causing us problems! I think stories like these are the only thing I might miss about not teaching little ones. Granted high school students make similar mistakes but then you just wonder what’s going on in that brain of theirs – when in reality, I really do NOT want to know.
Story #2. In reality this story is probably not that funny. Or maybe you had to be there. Or maybe you have to know my best friend. All of this is beside the point because this totally cracked me up. This same guy who I was speaking of in story 1 came up to me one night at small group and said to me, “you look tired.” And I’m sitting there thinking. . . . uhhh duh! I’ve only been up since the crack of dawn and spent four hours in class and five hours at work and just got done reading three hours worth of a textbook are you kidding me . . . so I just said “yea work and school is a lot.” I am such a liar because it was obvious (to him AND me) that there was so much more. And he said “No, I meant spiritually tired. You been spending time in the word?” . . . BUSTED! And he wasn’t even asking to call me out. He was just asking because he was concerned. So we sat down and had an awesome conversation about how not being in the word can really affect every aspect of our lives.
This was months ago though. I was currently retelling the story to my roommates because one of them really felt she wasn’t getting enough time in the word and she really just felt drained from it. So I told the story written above and I was talking to them about how this guy was just so in tune with God that he could just see how spiritually weary I was. And my roommate, Hannah, was trying do an impression of what I was thinking at the time, in my voice – she really likes to do voices, I don’t know what her deal is, she also likes to make up words, totally irrelevant, I know – but she said (in my “voice”) “DAAAAAAAANG, I didn’t know I was wearing it on my shirt sleeve!!!” This totally cracked us all up because that is totally how I felt in that moment. And I’m not sure why I am surprised because this girl is trademark for knowing my thoughts before I even think them but it was just a fun time.
I have recently been thinking (and thanking God) for how ridiculously blessed I am. My family, my apartment, my house back in the hometown, my education, my car, my books (yes, self-proclaimed nerd), my bed, my food . . . Everything is a blessing. These are all constantly on my mind and I do my best to be thankful every day but the one that has been weighing most on my mind are my friends. I have a multitude of amazing friends that I could call at any time and I know they would stop what they are doing and come to h’vegas to be with me. But most recently it has been my two amazing roommates that I have been really thankful for. These two girls have been with me for almost 11 years now and have been there through thick and thin. And they still continue to do that day in and day out. Like everyone, we do have our rough days where we are all on edge and go to our own corners and need to be alone but these are few and far between.
Most recently our focus has been on this new “small group” challenge. We are all working on our small groups and diving into the word to invest in these girl’s lives that God will provide us with. What has never hit me until a few nights ago is that I have am blessed enough to have my own small group. I live with a small group. Girls that I can depend on. Girls that can hold me accountable. Girls that I can sit in my living room with and really tackle the tough parts of the bible with and really get answers. These are the girls that I have gotten in the floor with, on my knees, flat on my face praying to God. This to me is what a true small group is.
So in ways, that is a challenge to me to break boundaries with these new small group girls. To realize that I do not need to worry about how “awkward” situations might get. These girls need God just as much as I do and they may not have the type of friends and support that I do to get it anywhere else. On Monday nights at 7, I really pray that this type of relationship is what I can give them. If I can just give them an ounce of this I think it will be a successful semester.
I apologize profusely if I have bored you at all. This blog is a way for me to really get my thoughts straight and I think a way for God to speak to me about what is truly on my heart and mind. And that could very well be why I was awaked at 4:45. Now I’m going to go eat a bowl of Crispix and wait until I leave for my three literature classes today.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Birthdays and Books!
This is Ruth Ann, who led our small group last semester (who I'll actually be co-leading with this semester) with her cupcakes that spelled out "21"
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Random Acts of Kindness
I have wanted ihop for weeks now but anytime I’m in the mood no one has been here to go with me. And I’m not the type to walk into a restaurant and sit down and eat alone. Today, my roommate and I were finally on the same page. About 7 o’clock we headed over to ihop to enjoy some breakfast for dinner. . Or “brinner” – whichever you prefer. We walk in and the waitress seats us across the room from about ten high school aged boys and a middle aged man who also shared our “brinner” idea. We didn’t think much of it at the time.
When the guys across the room receive their food we notice that they prayed before they ate. My roommate and I can definitely appreciate this and this sparks a discussion in us. We were so thankful to see young people being able to take a stand for Christ – especially in a public place.
Finally the omelet I had been wanting for weeks arrived – so my roommate and I pray over our food as we always do and then continue on with our meal (which was amazing! I could have breakfast for every meal). The guys who were sharing the restaurant with us left; meanwhile my friend and I finish our meal also and ask our waitress for our ticket.
She brought us our ticket and begins to say something when I ask her for a to-go box so she goes back and grabs one for me. While she’s handing me the box she says “Here is your bill – but the gentleman sitting across the room left a $20 bill to go towards your meal so you only owe $1.50.”
My roommate and I were tearing up while we paid the remainder of our bill.
Earlier, we had noticed the middle-aged man who was with the boys speaking to another couple in the restaurant. Once we had paid, we went over and spoke with them and asked if they knew him. They told us his name was Todd and that he was with his youth kids. They said he was a great man – of course my roommate and I already knew this to be true. We told them to thank him for us.
I know that Todd will never read this but my roommate and I are so thankful for him – he definitely made our day! It’s those random acts of kindness that let us know that God is really moving among people. We were so blessed tonight.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
That Was a Rush!
I was so thankful for the opportunity to get to share God's word with some amazing girls tonight.
Now back to homework over Shakespeare, Dr. Faustus, and Thoreau's Walden.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Dolce
I love this picture of Dolce. I miss my kitty cat dearly, we're hoping to have her with us soon - although I'm not sure that will happen. This picture suits her personality well. She looks like a moody old lady!!! :) I could really use her company right now since I'm up at 1 a.m. finishing a paper over Sir Gawain & The Green Knight though!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
My Endearing Qualities - Or so I'm told.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Start Over Again
Start Over Again
by: Addison Road
Open up your eyes
Awake, arise
Love like a hand reaches down
And pulls us up from the dirty ground
Now is the time
To step from the dark into the light
Cause you can’t change what you’ve done
But you can choose who you’ll become
Every moment is a second chance
At starting over, at starting over
Move from the past to the present tense
You can start over, start over againIf you feel ashamed
Of the choices that you’ve made
You can be whole again
And return to your innocence
Every moment is a second chance
At starting over, at starting over
Move from the past to the present tense
You can start over, start over again
Yesterday is gone
Today is all you’ve got
You don’t have to be who you’ve been
You can change within
It’s never too late
To start over again
Every moment is a second chance
At starting over, at starting over
Move from the past to the present tense
You can start over, start over again
I just encourage anyone reading to exhibit Christ’s love with anyone they come in contact with. It can make all the difference sometimes!
Fight or Flight . .
One way that I seem to always express myself is through music. If I am in a good mood, you'll find me dancing everywhere I go, if I am feeling joyous you'll find me singing praising no matter where I am, and if I am feeling frustrated or discouraged you will have seen me this past week just crying for help. I heard a song yesterday of discouragement and throwing in the towel , I decided I did not want to be helped - this obviously was not a Christian song with a good message. But I had decided that was it. Or did I decide that? Honestly, I think this was more of a challenge to God. Almost like I was daring him to come rescue me. And rescue me he did. It's amazing how He always knows what we need to hear.
I went to my small group yesterday (in which I am training to begin a small group) and our college minister spoke of Psalm 120.
A Song of Ascents.
1In my trouble I cried to the LORD, And He answered me.
2Deliver my soul, O LORD, from lying lips, From a deceitful tongue.
3What shall be given to you, and what more shall be done to you, You deceitful tongue?
4Sharp arrows of the warrior, With the burning coals of the broom tree.
5Woe is me, for I sojourn in Meshech, For I dwell among the tents of Kedar!
6Too long has my soul had its dwelling With those who hate peace.
7I am for peace, but when I speak, They are for war.
This was just the Psalm that was on his schedule to read for the day but he spoke specifically of Psalm 120:5. And this is where God convicted me. I have been aimlessly wandering in Meshech and dwelling in the enemy camps of Kedar. Whether it was in my anger or self-pity or what I believed to be loneliness. But nothing worldly can satisfy. And anything of this world is just going to tear us apart more than it can give us peace. And He rescued me.
Today is a brand new day, I am a brand new me. My attitude is a positive one although at times I am a little frustrated because of my blindness and stubbornness but I am focused and looking forward to this new chapter. My 1st session of summer classes will soon be over and I will be moving on to the next session, things at work are going well, and I have an amazing family that I love going home to. There are still hurdles to be faced and things that I am not looking forward to facing but I know that God will allow me to get through it. But this is the verse that comes to mind . . Romans 8:28
28And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
I could go on for hours about this. Read the book Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge - it's amazing, all about how God will rescue and romance you. If it had not been for going over this book in my small group I am not sure I would have allowed myself to be rescued by God. He is truly amazing and merciful. I am so thankful!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Passing Time . .
I WANT… a Godly man. . Someday at least. God’s timing is perfect.
I HAVE … an amazing family, and friends to match!
I KEEP … a list of things “to-do” that probably won’t get done until I am 50.
I WISH I COULD … be done with school.
I HATE … that I live two hours away from my family. Not a day passes that I don’t miss them.
I FEAR … becoming a cynic.
I HEAR … my coworkers talking and my instrumental music on Pandora.
I DON’T THINK … it should be so cold in the office where I work.
I REGRET … nothing. Live and learn.
I LOVE … my church, my family & friends, anything sweet, and things that remind me of home.
I AM NOT …a good story teller.
I DANCE … constantly. 24/7
I SING … when I get the chance.
I NEVER … drink enough water.
I RARELY … sit in silence.
I CRY WHEN I WATCH … everything these days.
I AM NOT ALWAYS … concerned with organization.
I HATE THAT … I am not always social.
I’M CONFUSED ABOUT … why girls and drama always go hand in hand.
I NEED … to pay for my next summer session.
I SHOULD … be working on my website.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Love, Baseball, and Fender Benders
Last Tuesday Hannah and I spontaneously decided we would go watch her brother Sam's last playoff game in Mesquite. Of course we had to ask Brandon because we couldn't go anywhere without a big man around to protect us! Here are some fun pictures from the drive!
The Cute Couple!
The Crew!
Just the Girls!
Well as we were on our way out of town to head to this baseball game I decided I just couldn't make the drive without a large cup of sonic ice. So we pull through the drive thru, I get my ice, give my waitress a tip that's more than what the ice was even worth and begin pulling out of the drive thru. Then I feel what I thought was my car acting strange . . then I looked in my rearview and saw a big black ford practically eating the back of my car. I was sooooooooooo mad for about 30 seconds and considered flying off the handle but then decided it wasn't worth it. So I calmly drove to the back of sonic and got out of my car when I see this girl who looks 16 climb out of her truck and start apologizing profusely. I examined the damage and this is what I found . .
Monday, April 27, 2009
The Birthday!
A sheet over our kitchen with a french sign that means "Much Love"(at the top of the post), Hannah in her apron that I made, and her "friend" Brandon in his chef's coat. A girl could get used to this!!
After a much appreciated afternoon nap I was called downstairs to a meal made especially for me! Note the piece of toast cut into a heart - this was Brandon's idea.
And my very own cake too!
After dinner Hannah and I went and visited one of our new favorite places. The duck pond. We had small group there on Wednesday and could not help but go back and take pictures of the little ducklings. They were too cute!
I think these were leftovers from Easter but they were so unique!
April 24th was a morning much too early for my liking but I had an 8 o'clock class and then work until 2 before the venture to Frost.
Then Hannah and I made the long treck home so I could celebrate more with the fam! Friday afternoon/night was spent at the hometown baseball game and enjoying some of my dad's omelets with the family. I was so thankful for a wonderful 21st birthday!
Saturday the family went up to Ft. Worth to celebrate my mom's birthday. Here is a pic of the birthday girls!
Overall it was a very enjoyable birthday and I am so blessed to have so many people to share it with!This was the sign that was on my fancy chalboard all week long. 21 on 4-24!